Wow, seven f–ing months since my last entry. A lot had happened within the past few months; and by a lot I mean a looooot. I don’t even know where to start.
Maybe I should start with the bad, it’s better to have a happy ending. Everyone deserves that… Yes, even my entry 😉
November 2017. I was doomed. I thought it would be the end of me. The end of my happiness. The end of my life, in general. My relationship that time ended, because of third party (Duh. As if its new nowadays). I’m not gonna go into details because it’s not worth your (and my) time. Basta, third party. Alam mo na ‘yon! The relationship lasted for almost 3 years, I think. I would say that it was beyond stressful kind of relationship. Not because it didn’t work out (I’m not bitter, excuse you!) but I realized that the relationship was causing me no good. You know, trust issues. It was too rough to handle and its causing me a lot of stress. Bottom line, I’m beyond happy it ended. Let’s just leave it at that.
I later realized that I should thank Him for all those experiences. In a way, it taught me a lot of lessons for me to keep forever.
Just to take a little step back. I was transferred to a different account because our company encountered a problem which would require them to transfer some agents (us) to a different account to ensure that we kept our job. Good thing, we did. Remember when I posted this? Yes, that’s it. If I can remember it correctly, I started my training September last year. I got the chance to meet new people. Who would’ve thought that someone in that same room will change how I see life, made me understand what love truly is, and prove to me that I deserved so much more. Charot!
I kept everything that had happened about how my previous relationship ended. I did not post anything related about it. I thought it was something not worth sharing and will never do good to me, or anyone that was involved in the situation. So, I chose to be silent.
I met a few new people during training. I can’t thank them enough for being there after what happened. They were all ears listening to my nonsense drama. (But someone stood out. Someone who really went the extra mile in terms of comforting me. More about him later on :p). They were a huge help during the process. Drinking session every after our shift was all it takes for me to let everything sink in and finally moved on. One time, this whole bunch decided to have a quick getaway. This was last November 19ish or 20ish 2017. We all know that the sun, beach, good food and alcohol will always be a good combo to loosen things up. You know, forget the pain and stress away just for two days. True that!
Here are some pictures we had during that FUUUUUN trip.
How can I forget how great that day went? That day that changed everything. And by the way, I got drunk. Really drunk. Oops.
I never knew this trip would change me and my life. Earlier, I mentioned about someone who stood out on the comforting stuff and all that. It’s time for you to meet him.
PS: Please excuse me, I will be (a little) cheesy here ;p
You were the only guy who took the time in sending me long messages to make me feel better during my healing process. You used to advise me how to move on and let it all go. And you always remind me that I need to eat.
You were sending me “Good morning, don’t forget to eat” and “Good night” texts, it sent me a signal that there IS something, but I ignored it. I considered it as a friend-comforting-his-friend-the-best-he-can-because-they-are-friends kind of text. BUT, the moment you bought that Pringles for me, I knew something was off (in a good way), but I never considered it since you were always that “guy friend” who every girl needs to have. I don’t want to ruin our good friendship just because of wrong assumptions.
When you confessed your feelings towards me, it felt euphoric. I never thought that an amazing person like you, likes me that much. I always get that giddy feeling going back to those words you said up to now
We both decided to make ourselves official the moment you brought me to Bacolod the first time. I knew that it was really official the moment you told your mom about me; about us. I was kinda bit hesitant about it, because everything happened so fast. But, I knew it from there that this aint no temporary love. 😌
To be honest, I didn’t know why I let you in and how everything happened so fast; but I never regretted that decision in any way, not even a tiny bit. Even if I just recently got out of a failed relationship, you still pursue me and I’m thankful you didn’t give up. Also, I hope you don’t have any slight of regret for taking that step up to this day.
Everyone was surprised and happy at the same time after they found out that we are together. All of our friends were happy and supportive. I’m beyond ecstatic.
It was the best road trip in my entire life, yet. (I know there’s a lot more adventures for us!) We drove around 3-4 hours and talk about life, plans, our pasts, any everything under the sun.
I might be so bad at showing it, but this moment brought me beyond cloud nine. I promise, this time no matter what happen.. I got you! ♡
Everyday, I always wonder how I got to be this lucky to find someone who is patient and understanding enough to deal with my weirdness, short tempered, and the lack of power to hear 80% to 90% of the things you or others say. Also, thank you for calling me beautiful, even when I haven’t taken a bath yet nor make up on.
Now, I will be forever a living proof of what they say: “Never settle for someone less than what you deserve.”
So, thank you for coming into my life, into the most unexpected time, but in the most perfect timing!
You are such a wonderful blessing I will never let go.
Yes to more adventure and let’s continue to find beautiful places to get lost.
As I promised, we will walk together to this long journey ahead of us. 🙂
Cheers love! ♡♡