Lately, I’ve been asking myself “What should I do/post in my blog?”. The question I can’t seem to find any answers up to this very moment. Since, I’ve been having the time of my life working six days a week. I usually waste my rest days sleeping and lying in bed, and switching back and forth to every social media accounts I have until I get bored and just decide to sleep. I didn’t know those applications can be so boring.
I’ve seen a lot of blogs here, most of them has their own motif, such as Fashion, Travel, DIY Project, Make-up Tutorials, Photography, and I even encounter some about Study Hacks for School & Career Success and PsyBlog (wait, what?) because visiting a Psychologist is quite expensive why not check out the blog and read some of his write-ups, it’s beyond cool!! Some of their articles really help. I tried it myself. I’m just having a hard time thinking of a particular topic for this blog (and it would also defeat the purpose of the “just random blog” at the top) since I suck at everything. Palpak palagi! Ha ha.
Since the last time I posted my last entry, I want to post another but up to now I still don’t know what to write. I’m in the middle of wanting to write and doesn’t know what to write. There’s no line in between. I don’t understand why I can’t come up with something. There’s a lot going through my mind and life. I want to vent it out. I want to rant. I want to let it all out! But, you know that feeling that you don’t know where and how to start? Yeah? Yeah! I’m in the middle of depression and happiness. I don’t know what that state called. Thoughts are rummaging in my mind, but still can’t find a word to start it with so that I can free my thoughts. If only I can find one specific word (bwesit na word yan!), everything should be smooth sailing from there on. But nah! Brain won’t cooperate. I guess.
I’m running out of words and my brain is not functioning anymore. So maybe I should hit the sheets for the mean time and hopefully once I wake up, I can write something.