Lately, I’ve been asking myself “What should I do/post in my blog?”. The question I can’t seem to find any answers up to this very moment. Since, I’ve been having the time of my life working six days a week. I usually waste my rest days sleeping and lying in bed, and switching back and forth to every social media accounts I have until I get bored and just decide to sleep. I didn’t know those applications can be so boring.

I’ve seen a lot of blogs here, most of them has their own motif, such as Fashion, Travel, DIY Project, Make-up Tutorials, Photography, and I even encounter some about Study Hacks for School & Career Success and PsyBlog (wait, what?) because visiting a Psychologist is quite expensive why not check out the blog and read some of his write-ups, it’s beyond cool!! Some of their articles really help. I tried it myself. I’m just having a hard time thinking of a particular topic for this blog (and it would also defeat the purpose of the “just random blog” at the top) since I suck at everything. Palpak palagi! Ha ha.

Since the last time I posted my last entry, I want to post another but up to now I still don’t know what to write. I’m in the middle of wanting to write and doesn’t know what to write. There’s no line in between. I don’t understand why I can’t come up with something. There’s a lot going through my mind and life. I want to vent it out. I want to rant. I want to let it all out! But, you know that feeling that you don’t know where and how to start? Yeah? Yeah! I’m in the middle of depression and happiness. I don’t know what that state called. Thoughts are rummaging in my mind, but still can’t find a word to start it with so that I can free my thoughts. If only I can find one specific word (bwesit na word yan!), everything should be smooth sailing from there on. But nah! Brain won’t cooperate. I guess.

I’m running out of words and my brain is not functioning anymore. So maybe I should hit the sheets for the mean time and hopefully once I wake up, I can write something.

because……

Oooh.. How good does it feel opening your blog after 8 months? How good could it feel listening to these keyboard keys as I type? I just got out of work and it feels stupefied! It’s beyond words.

I’ve been so busy balancing work and social life; and to be honest it’s so hard. Especially having a schedule that keeps on changing every month. I’m still wondering how my body can still cope up, though. Many things happened over the past few months, and I must say I’m still thankful being alive, and healthy. I might be so tired as hell, but I always think that I should be thankful getting a job that demands a lot of effort, but still compensates not just my needs but also my wants. As what my last post says, “Time flies surely fast”, it surely does. I didn’t even notice that it was almost a year since I started working again.

Today, there are few things that I learned and realized over the past few months….

• Meeting new people can either cause good/bad in you. You just have to know how to deal with them
• Not letting someone take advantage of you is your advantage.
• Working hard to achieve your little happiness, is the least you can do to treat yourself.
• Once in a while, it’s okay to say NO.
• Never let other people treat you shitty; but when they do.. Please return the favor. *wink*
• Girls who wear more makeup than you, doesn’t make them prettier
• Know when to speak up and when to shut up.
• Sometimes, it’s better to keep your mouth  shut. Remember, there’s no undo button for your mouth.
• Just because they smile and say good things in front of you, that doesn’t mean you can consider them as friends.
• Know who to trust.
• Know how to balance your wants and needs. It’s two different things.
• When you work for it, you will appreciate it even more. #FruitofLabor
• All great things take time.
• Let go of the things that will cause you sadness.
• Know when to put boundaries to certain things.
• There’s a lot of things that needs to keep as private.
• You would appreciate things if you will work hard for it. (Kapila nako gibalik ang word na things?)

You might say that “Did she just realized it today?”, to answer you.. Yes! I know that the things I wrote down are the most common things that people should know and learn before they reached on their mid 20’s. Too bad for me, I was a bit late. But on the bright side,at least I already knew it.

You guys have a wonderful Friday.

Time check? 8:05 AM. As you start your day, I’m gonna end mine with a good amount of sleep.

Au Revoir! xx

Regrets come last. Yes, I’m a living proof. So today, one of my new friends tried to google me and found out those jejemon pictures from my blog which I created roughly two years ago!

So backtrack a little bit, before I became “The girl with the fake eyebrows”, I was once “The girl with head in the clouds”. As my memory can remember correctly, during our college (senior) years we had a talk by an HR or  a trainer (wasn’t sure), he encouraged us to create a blog because it’s a big help once you apply for a job. But up to now, I don’t see the help he is talking about… or maybe not just yet!

I come to realized that it was the right site to attest that I’m a certified BADUY way back two years ago. Am I one of you? Please tell me , I’m not alone with this! Today, I regret that I created a blogger account! And I guess I will be regretting this WordPress account as well any time soon. Hope not tho! Hahaha.

I browse that blog I had. . .  the ugly pictures and hideous grammar were the recipe of the ultimate disaster! I was too dumb to forget my account login.

Now, I’ve been spending 3 hours of my time trying to access it again in all possible ways but I failed. Then later found out on one of their forums that if I can’t answer the security questions, there’s no way to access the account. I also tried to check if there is a specific email or customer support I can call or email but still, no good! D i s a p p o i n t m e n t s!

After I exhausted all my efforts, I came to a realization to embrace the fact that people can view my thoughts and ugliness since I decided to post it into a public site. I just have to embrace the shit out of it because I was left with no choice! And since it’s my fault why it’s still available up to now!

So if you guys want to check it, hala sige! Laugh your ass out! Ha ha ha. Good vibes pa din!